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Uncompressed public thinking

Short, plain, unhedged essays on thinking and cognition, civilization, and identity — with poetry, story, and the small crafts of attention: coffee, calendars, kitchens, and code.

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Why you cannot notice the last time

Lastness is a relation assigned retrospectively by memory, not a perceptible quality of a moment, so the advice to "notice the last time" demands an impossible perception and produces unearned guilt. Finitude, unlike lastness, is present all along.

Costs of perpetual liminality on identity and attachment

Perpetual transition builds ambiguity tolerance while leaving identity unconsolidated and attachments provisional or clingy. Chosen movement and movement as avoidance of vulnerability look identical from outside but differ from inside.

Liminality as a permanent way of living

Liminality framed as permanent residence in transitional spaces—airports, provisional leases, unfinished identities—weighing the openness it buys against the grounded knowledge it costs, and contrasting those forced into the gap with those who choose it.

Why merely useful glasses get forgotten

Vision good enough to leave glasses behind turns every trip out the door into a judgment call I often get wrong; wallet and keys prompt no such call. Anything merely useful must keep justifying itself, while only necessities become habits.

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Why Feynman and Watts lectures still resonate

Feynman and Watts lectured before institutional caution, algorithmic clipping, and permanent crisis reshaped public speech, allowing uncompressed, adult, cross-disciplinary thought unfolding live rather than as artifact.

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The wheel turns an old man and his son by the river

Short story in the style of Hemingway's Nick Adams by way of Maclean: an old man and his adult son sit by a river he has fished for decades, reflecting on lost records, faded memories, and the passage of generations.

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The republic as something each generation must keep

Argues that the American republic's endurance is an ongoing achievement of recommitment rather than a guaranteed inheritance, drawing on Madison, Franklin, Arendt, and Jefferson while questioning what counts as continuity given the Civil War and Jim Crow.

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